"The fragments of your soul are ready to return home > becoming the fullest expression of your divine self."

Know The Amanda You Are Working With

Experiences that lead to me becoming a Soul Path Trauma Integrator:

  • Both Parents suffering from addiction

  • High School drop out

  • Addiction

  • Mental/Sexual/Physical abuse

  • Toxic relationships (Narcissistic, Avoidant)

  • Depression/Anxiety

  • Trouble with the law (Incarceration)

  • Transverse Myelitis Neurological Disorder

  • House fire

  • Insurance Legal battles

  • Loss of a parent

  • Nervous system burnout/freeze state

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    My Journey to Becoming a Soul Path Trauma Integrator

    I’ve walked a long and challenging path that has led me to where I am today to being a Soul Path Trauma Integrator dedicated to helping others heal and reclaim their authentic selves. My story is shaped by experiences that taught me how to turn pain into purpose.

    From the very beginning starting in the womb, I faced adversity. Growing up with both parents struggling with addiction, I was raised by a single father, with a distant relationship with my mother. This environment pushed me into a state of survival, and by the time I turned 18, I was left without support or guidance that left me completely alone and in my deepest wound, abandonment… without ever knowing what true safe love was, lacking connection in all areas of life. This abandonment triggered a cycle of destructive habits and patterns that included addiction, toxic relationships (narcissistic and avoidant), legal troubles, incarceration, and physical, mental, and sexual abuse. I felt helpless and numb. Askin, “what is the purpose of life if only bad things keep happening to me?” Yes, I went into victim mindset, that is nothing to be ashamed of. When life is crashing down on you all at once, those feelings are valid and need to be felt. We do not bypass in Soul Path Trauma Integration. But with all this, I had no idea at the time that these experiences were setting the stage for deep healing later in life.

    My nervous system became accustomed to chaos, and I carried guilt for the harm I caused myself and others. Yes, I have been the villain in many stories in this lifetime. I was not an angel and was in a state of “hurt people, hurt people.” Realizing not only was my pain causing major harm to myself, but it was also affecting those around me in way I wouldn’t wish upon anyone. But I eventually realized after time in deep healing that to heal, I needed to forgive myself and shift my pain into purpose. As I began this journey, I was faced with a neurological disorder, diagnosed as Transverse Myelitis. While doctors told me my body was failing, my soul knew I had the power to heal. This illness wasn’t coming to the surface to deplete me, it was coming to the surface to heal and allow me to step into my next chapter. This was when I discovered the transformative potential of holistic and spiritual living.

    I recognized I had been living in my wounded masculine energy that was driven by fear and survival. It was time to heal those wounds and break free from toxic cycles, including generational trauma. I shed the old identity I had been clinging to and embraced my true authentic feminine self, stepping into my purpose and discovering a life beyond what I once thought possible. This is something I am still discovering. Taking the masculine armor off felt debilitating and vulnerable. Wondering, how would I survive in this world without my armor? Now I can tell you, It’s possible. I will not proceed to act like I “have it all together”, I am healing just like you are and there is no final destination to the healing journey... I get depressed, I get emotional, I have days I just want to say, “im done”- but now I have the tools to process these states when they arise. Understanding these emotions are signals and expressions of messages from my inner self. Depression- I am living out of alignment currently with my purpose. change is needed. The “im done”- a huge breakthrough is about to happen on the other side of this healing…and so on. And this is what I want to give back to you. Reminding you these are wounds that stem back galaxies that are showing up to break the pattern because this time more than ever on earth is when we rise and not stay in a state of survival and release these karmic loops keeping us stuck. We are in this journey together. Different stages, all walking each other home as Ram Doss would say :)

    Through this deep healing process, something extraordinary happened…I was activated to connect with Source, my guides, my spirit animals and more.. in a way I had never experienced before. As I healed the old wounds that had kept me in survival mode, I unlocked a powerful channel to divine wisdom and guidance. This connection became the foundation of my ability to assist others in their own healing journeys, guiding them to reclaim their authentic selves and align with their soul’s true path.

    After releasing 32 years of pain, I unearthed the cause of my illness and discovered the holistic healing methods that brought my body and soul back into alignment. My healing journey ignited a deep desire to help others awaken to their true selves.

    With my personal experiences, certifications, and spiritual training, my work guides you back to inner trust and embodiment after life experiences that fractured your sense of self. I studied trauma-informed healing and recovery frameworks through the International Association of Trauma Recovery, integrating those foundations into a multidimensional, soul-centered approach. I trained in foundational QHHT and regression-based consciousness techniques inspired by Dolores Cannon.

  • In my work, we work together unraveling limiting patterns at a gentle pace for your nervous system, release held emotional imprints and support you in reclaiming a life aligned with your deepest truth. This is a feel to heal type of work. Each process is different for everyone as we are all unique divine beings living in different emotional realities with different wounded imprints. This work does not eliminate your wounds but guides you to embody the wisdom to be able to work through them when they arise and not let them completely take over you. This is where you take back your power. Coming home to yourself is not a destination, it’s a sacred return through each breath, each remembrance, each integration of who you truly are.

  • Certifications:

    • Shamanic Medicine Wheel (Shamanic Practitioner) & Other Spiritual Healing Techniques such as Akashic & Galactic Healing- Old_World _Wisdom

    • Certified Trauma-Recovery Coach - International Association of Trauma Recovery

    • Holy Fire Reiki 1 & 2- Old_World _Wisdom

    • Master Holy Fire Reiki- Old_World _Wisdom

    • Health Coach Certification – Integrated Institute of Nutrition

    • Certified Life Coach – Jay Shetty Certification School